My Craptastic Luck

So, we all know that tonight is the big game, right?? Well of course we do! It is sectionals, PCHS vs. PCHS. Pike vs. Princeton! But, with my oh so wonderful luck, my nephews 8th birthday party is tonight so I don't get to go. =( I am not very happy about it. I think I would rather be with my nephew though, to be honest. I'm just kind of bummed that I am going to miss it. =(

The joy of nieces and nephews.

So, I am 16 and have 7 nieces and nephew, well for now. There happen to be 2 more on the way. These kids have got to be God's gift to me. They are the best thing in the entire WORLD! Okay, to demonstrate, I must tell you a story about Nick(4) and LeighAnn(2).

It was my genius idea to have 4 of the 'kids', as I will refer to them, at once. Every single time this happens, it is pure and utter craziness. So, Kennedie, Hunter, LeighAnn, and Nicholas were over. It was Sunday, and they had been together in our small little home for 2 days. Needless to say, they were all getting tired of one another. That morning, a series of events took place that I laugh about every time I think about it. Nick was sitting on a chair that LeighAnn wanted, so she kept trying to move him. This is where the story begins.

LeighAnn: Nicky! Mobe!!

Nick: NO! I want to sit HERE!

LeighAnn pushes Nick off the chair and proceeds to sit in it.

Nick: Ashy! Peeann pushed me! I want my chaaaiiiirr!

Me: LeighAnn! Share!

Mom: LeighAnn stop it!

LeighAnn: I DON'T STOP IT!

Nick now pushes LeighAnn out, but doesn't sit in the chair. LeighAnn then, I'm not even joking, touches Nick.

Nick: ASHALEEE!!!
Then, he throws himself to the ground rather dramitcally as if LeighAnn absolutley broke him.

Me: Nick, quit being like your mother! Stop the dramatics! And Peadle! Quit your dang aggravating!!!!!

LeighAnn and Nick simutaniously: I DON'T STOP IT!

So, they both turned on me, but, the arguing continued. Eventually we sent them to their seperate cornors. It was a VERY eventful day. HA!.

So Far

Well, today has been pretty much not the greatest thus far. Everything is really crazy, and although I am currently trying to re-find myself, it seems absolutely all things God created are pulling me down. I want to find who I was, and who I am now. I am trying really hard to realize that no matter how hard I try, I can't go back. I really like living in the now, but it is proving to be very hard to do. I seem to be tending to hold on to pretty well everything for much to long. I'm trying to fix that. I am trying really hard to go back to being my happy-go-lucky self. But, ever since the accident, and all the things that followed, I am just constantly drained. For those of you who read this, be patient with me. I've fallen really hard this time, and it's taking me awhile to get back up. I am assuming that if you are taking the time to read this, you are probably aware of all of this already. I try to live with no regrets, but I regret these last few months more than anything I think I will ever regret. This is all kind of depressing. But, you should know that I'm really quite a fun person. I have a ton of nieces and nephews who are constantly at my house, and, at any given moment it is very likely I will tell you something more about them. If you know me, then you know my entire family through all the stories I tell. I am very quick to forgive, and I get along with everyone. Well, most of the time. Ha. Forgive me if you catch me on a bad day. : )