So Far

Well, today has been pretty much not the greatest thus far. Everything is really crazy, and although I am currently trying to re-find myself, it seems absolutely all things God created are pulling me down. I want to find who I was, and who I am now. I am trying really hard to realize that no matter how hard I try, I can't go back. I really like living in the now, but it is proving to be very hard to do. I seem to be tending to hold on to pretty well everything for much to long. I'm trying to fix that. I am trying really hard to go back to being my happy-go-lucky self. But, ever since the accident, and all the things that followed, I am just constantly drained. For those of you who read this, be patient with me. I've fallen really hard this time, and it's taking me awhile to get back up. I am assuming that if you are taking the time to read this, you are probably aware of all of this already. I try to live with no regrets, but I regret these last few months more than anything I think I will ever regret. This is all kind of depressing. But, you should know that I'm really quite a fun person. I have a ton of nieces and nephews who are constantly at my house, and, at any given moment it is very likely I will tell you something more about them. If you know me, then you know my entire family through all the stories I tell. I am very quick to forgive, and I get along with everyone. Well, most of the time. Ha. Forgive me if you catch me on a bad day. : )